Friday 30 January 2015

Past


Some says if you kept thinking about the past it means that you are living the past while others says it's good to reminisce the past because it reminds you the mistake you have done and to make you a better person.

I think it is nice to reminisce the past because it reminds you how happy you used to be and how everyone seems to be friend-ing you.

Decided to reminisce the past today. It reminds me how everyone used to be so close despite the age difference and no one give a damn about your appearance.

Remembering the very first time i joined this camp.

Remembering no matter how you complain, you still need to piggy back a child heavier than you.

Always encourage each other no matter what happens

Give surprises to those whose birthday falls on the camp month or 1 month before and 1 month after camp. Never fails to surprise the birthday people.

And then the moment that someone finally saw your hard work and approved you to take care the children. Gave you more confident. 
 Kids, they are not easy to deal with but they always makes you happy. :)

No matter what happens, we're all in this together.

The moment you realize being a leader towards the youngsters isn't your thing.

Traveling together to other states.

Your senior that has to further their studies but still came back to visit us once in a blue moon makes the elderly happy too.

Doing silly things together without thinking about the reputation.



Helping other groups even though you can choose not to.
Rock climbing together with heavy bags on.
ggg
- Helping others to tie their ties when time is almost up.-

But none of this seems to exist anymore. Gang exist, people only be friends with you if you have a beautiful appearance, they only approve you if you have a wealth family. No matter what reason you tell them, their answer will still be "you are being self centered". No matter how hard you try to blend in, you still can't seem to join in. So right now, leaving silently will be the choose made, people might think it's childish but it's better than trying so hard to blend but you can't.
People change, but memories remain.